When everything you get is everything that you want [18 Feb 2005|05:07pm] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | Get Up--Unwritten Law ] This vacation is one ive been needing. enough said. And, Moes is tasty. Get the full monty. They had shirts that said "Sherman! Sherman! Sherman!" and i was tempted. ~ 1 comment|post comment

Or did you get lost in amsterdam [24 Jan 2005|06:54pm] [ mood | excited ] I <3 brandnew. did everyone like my scarf? four points if you know what im talking about. ~ 2 comments|post comment

Spare me just three last words [23 Jan 2005|10:05pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | This Is Not An Exit--Saves The Day ] Never wrote about friday. Was at school from 7-10pm...which was wild. I went to BOTB after a lovely walk with miss miles to the deli. all the bands were good, as they always are. it really makes me wish i had some form of musical talent...which i lack. i think it went something like 1st--horace greely 2nd--lost exit 3rd---small town heroes? who knows. i missed a bit of it, because of the thing with scott.  i came home, was in a ridiculously bad mood, got spazzed at and went to bed. Saturday morning i went to kevins gramas funeral with mike. it was really sad, but im glad i was able to be there. I went home and got snowed in. woot. then today was sunday, which was fabulous, and im still in an amazing mood. ~ post comment

Smilin at everyone [23 Jan 2005|07:26pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Chariot--Gavin DeGraw ] DJ CAPOBIANCO!!! I have to talk to you!! You have tohelp me with a crazy household emergency! Anyhow, i went to mall\movies with mike tonight.....AMAZING. Yes, i actually watched most of the movie. So not all...but most. It was awesome. I love just holding his hand and snuggling with him...it makes me so happy. Time for me to do exciting things....also known as english homework. and cookies. ~ 2 comments|post comment

Despair can ravage you [21 Jan 2005|11:00pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | The Kids Arent Alright--The Offsprin ] my plans for tomorrow are extremely fucked up and its put me in a terrible mood. nothing is going right in my life right now, and im just sick of dealing with everything all at once. ~ 4 comments|post comment

I just wanna live while im alive [20 Jan 2005|10:22pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | My Boo--Usher And Alicia Keys ] I get to see my lover on saturday, and i cant wait. ~ 2 comments|post comment

Sing like you think no ones listening [20 Jan 2005|09:14pm] [ mood | dirty ] [ music | Your Name Here--Straylight Run ] I get to go back to school tomorrow. It makes me excited and a little sad at the same time. Saturday i go to a funeral...My mom is really sick. Shes in the hospital. I keep trying to say it can only get worse,...but everytime i say that, it does. I ate my first solid food tonight. I feel like writing poetry...so for once at least, my words will be beautiful ~ post comment

Stranger than your sympathy, and this is my apology [19 Jan 2005|05:46pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | Tiger Lily--Matchbook Romance ] Angered. Tried to go to school in an attempt to not miss anymore work then i already have. Went home by 1130. Gained two pounds, despite my lack of eating. Hungry. Mom force fed me irish creme mousse and slim fast. More slim fast for dinner. I really wish it would live up to its promise, and get me slim, fast. Ive got another appointment with the surgeon tomorrow, but since my mom is out of commission, my aunt has to bring me. I have to go sit at dance class, even though i cant dance, which is a bummer, but at least will give me something to do. My guess of conversation with teachers was relatively accurate. I have 21 pages of notes to take for Global, and 30 pages of bio, due on friday. joyous. i should probably do that, huh? ~ post comment

And she will be loved [18 Jan 2005|09:44pm] [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | Scotty Doesnt Know--Lustra ] Deciding highschool sucks. buried in an unbelievable amount of work. 3 regents', all the notes on my term paper, a postcard for french...the list goes on. Thats before i even get back....its going to be such a nice welcoming . itll go something like this, i imagine Teacher: Hi! How are you feeling? Me: Well...i had the worst weekend of my life, i have an exposed jaw bone, i found out my mom needs...(gets cut off) Teacher: Read pages 46-497, 3 essays on my desk tomorrow. You also missed a lab, and notes on two body systems but thats alright, ill let them pile up until you have a nervous breakdown from stress...have a great day! Ive also missed 2 classes worth of Hamlet and of course voice lessons galore. i cant help that i have exposed bone and can barely stomach BREATHING let alone singing. Might go to boyfriends wrestling match tomorrow. Im not really a fan of wrestling, but hey, whatever. Im on lots of drugs for pain, so im sure i wont really notice that i dont like wrestling. back to regents ~ post comment

As 99 red balloons go by [18 Jan 2005|12:06pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | Photo Booth--Death Cab For Cutie ] Yeah, life has been less and more than interesting. Less than interesting in the sense that nothing good actually goes on around here. More than interesting in the sense that ....every kind of news we DO get here....is boring or bad. My mom got her abdomen drained today, 7 liters. fab. Ive decided i kind of like being home. Yeah, im bored, i miss people, but being home i get to pick who i talk to, and not have to deal with the teenage melodrama and insensitive jerks. You know, because thats basically highschool. Back to term paper ~ post comment

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